hello people! im new here, my first post..im armani, from holland, 27 years old..
experimenting with psychedelics since the age of 16 (mushrooms, lsd, salvia, mescaline, 2cb) and always i was paranoid quick, for example with shrooms i went bad 9 out of 10 times...altough enjoying the visual hallucinations most of the time...on topic, some years ago i heard about dmt, a year ago i met a guy who's making the smokeable nn-dmt...ofcourse he was trying to convince me all the time, i was scared of it, which seems silly to me now..anyways, about 3 months ago he loaded the pipe for me when the time was there..fridaynight on the couch with two friends, 2 oclock, not too wasted, feeling allright, nice acid-tekno-mixtape, then i took 3-4 large tokes after eachother, had some difficulties putting the pipe down..within a few seconds before i exhale i start to see this fractal, thinking, shit, you were right this is really fucking freaky, short after, something sucked me into this universe, letting me show all kinds of images, like they happened in my life, not really knowing what to do with it...so after this ride i got back in my body, sitting there yelling GODDAMN! GODDAMN! for 10 mins orso, flabbergasted ofcourse...half an hour later discussing it with my friends how this is possible in the name of "god"... i remember i was saying, jesus, i could smoke this a few times a week, just for meditation...i kept on asking everything i needed to know..for example, what happens if you smoke it too much? the guy says: then it wont be fun anymore..it didnt say anything to me, i thought maybe ill see dark negative shit...dunno..i just wanted to explore this special spice a bit more...
so, i got a few grams and the following week i smoked it 1 time orso..the weekend after that, i met up with a friend..ending up smoking it quite a lot, 5 days in a row, one day a session of 6 hours in a park, which was very beautiful, like all the plants and trees had a personality, they were inviting us into some kinda fairytale, incredible...in evening the next day again with my friend...then it became more clear what happens if you smoke it too much, i suddenly understood what he ment..i was in a dark chaotic place, a hanging jacket became a being telling me all kinds of stuff in feeling-language, like "DUDE! pay attention! you are fooling around! think about what youre doing"...i remember nodding like asking for mercy..not so cool..the following days i felt-without thinking about concrete things- that i had to move out of the place where i was living(too much negative and speedparanoia people) and move to a smaller city, where ive lived before, some good friends around..and trying to get my driverslicence...so after that last negative dmt experience, waited one and a half a week, then tried again, YES! its okay again(compared to the previous time)
...after smoking it for about ten times now i feel that a week or at least 4-5 days is a good buffer for me.....it feels like i can skip some stuff, like im not affraid anymore, it feels easier now, especially the last trip 2 days ago was very different then normal, a short familiar feeling that im abusing the dmt leaves very quick when im more confident in why i want to smoke it, to explore..then something weird happened in hyperspace, for the first time im seeing images that are kind of like a photo, then some entities appear around me, they show me a head..all kinds of fingers keep on pointing at the place between the eyes of that random head, i see a dot between that eyes..the fingers dont stop pointing, and im sending out something like,"okay, and what am i supposed to do with this?" it didnt stop, then i tried to make them clear that i was probably too stupid to understand them, after a while it stopped, i was flying a bit before i returned into by body again, leaving me with the usual smile...beautiful, understanding, love...still i dont really know what am i supposed to do with that third eye thing, maybe nothing concrete...
okay, here's the thing.. people say its not addictive, but i really feel im addicted to that hyperspace feeling..
not a day passes by that im not thinking about dmt for a short moment, i start to feel that after one week im ready again to load my pipe, on a right moment ofcourse...so,
*IS THERE A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO SMOKE IT WEEKLY?
*ARE THERE SOME RESULTS WHICH SHOWS WHAT TOO MUCH DMT DOES WITH BODY AND MIND?
*ANY GOOD ALTERNATIVES FOR REACHING HYPERSPACE?
okay, sorry for the long post, all the commas and the reports which are a bit irrelevant maybe..
thanks for taking it serious...one love, peace out, armani........