28th January 2002, 06:13
SOURCE OF PARANOIA
I JUST WANTED TO LET ANYONE KNOW, IF YOU SEEM TO HAVE PROBLEMS WITH PARANOIA WHILE UNDER ANY CHEMICAL SUBSTANCE, YOU MUST UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ARE REALLY NOT HAVING PROBLEMS, THAT YOU ARE THE MASTER OF YOUR OWN MIND, DO NOT MAKE UP CONSPIRACY'S AGAINST YOURSELF, ALL ARE FREE, IF YOU FEEL PARANOIA, IT IS PROBABLY CAUSE YOU ARE EXPERIENCING TEMPORARILY EGO DEATH, DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND, THE EGO IS YOUR ENEMY, WHEN WE ARE ALL BORN, WE HAVE NO EGO AND ARE SENSES ARE MAXED OUT BUT OF COURSE AS WE GET INTO THINGS GOOD OR BAD, TIME FU-KS WITH OUR HEADS AND WE HAVE EGO'S. USING LSD OR SHROOMS OR ANY TYPE OF MIND ALTERING SUBSTANCE WE CAN LEARN TO MEDITATE, I HAVE FOUND THE BIBLE TO BE MOST USEFUL, AS WE THINK OF GOD, WE ARE PURE, THIS WILL MAKE THE VOYAGE CLEAN AND ALLOW US TO RID OURSELVES OF EXTRA WEIGHT, THEN WE CAN EXPLORE THE MIND AND HIDDEN TREASURES. I WISH YOU ALL GOOD TRIPS
AND I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR ANY SIMILIAR EXPERIENCES.
Re: SOURCE OF PARANOIA
imo "paranoia" is not paranoia unless you're afraid of a little green monster that doesn't exist. usually what the "paranoia" really is , is that you are doing something that's putting yourself in danger, and now you are finally experiencing the fear as you should. it's like your mind ignores it for so long and then BOOM , there is the legitimate concern hitting you in the form of a panic attack because its been bottled up the whole time, waiting to be released.