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Re: The Fear!

Postby Cannafarmer » Thu Nov 19, 2009 22:58

That is so true tryptonaut!

The trip I call my first (though after many others) still makes me feel the glory.
I am still thinking about it daily, putting it into wider perspective. It sure was a travel through my inner consciousness and my outer world.
I don't know if it was my mind, my soul or a higher intelligence... What I do know, there was a conversation going in within myself and that conversation has opened doors.
Life became a magic fairy tail. One doesn't contradict the other and so furth. I started exploring new beliefs, new interests, my old skin just faded away. And I once was a raging alcohol consumer. No more, although my kid is more responsible for quiting booze then shrooms. I must admit.

But that trip...
This truly changed me...
Although, as I said, this came with a tremendous struggle. I even thought for moments I could black out...
So so so chaostic.

But like you stated, these are by the end the best ones. That's why I call that one my first trip.
But ever since, making shroomtea isn't a monthly thing of the month anymore. It has become dead serious to me.
I still haven't had the occasion to go into my innerworld into overself. Going there will take a lot of effort out of me to maintain ... although once taken, there's no way out.
I have the flu now, so it might not be this weekend.
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Re: The Fear!

Postby Cannafarmer » Sun Nov 22, 2009 20:14

Is the force on holiday?
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Re: The Fear!

Postby Cannafarmer » Mon Nov 23, 2009 0:58

Cannafarmer wrote:Is the force on holiday?


People, the most bizar event happened today.

I took shrooms around 3pm and didn't feel the peak at 6pm, that's why I came to post this.
I told my girlfriend, this is bizar and has never happened to me before.

There was also no ackwardness, nothing at all practicly.
But then I started smoking weed and got stoned, and started wondering off why the shrooms aren't speaking to me in their language.

Suddenly my girlfriend comes upstairs with my daughter, her ellbow was out of its socket, we had to go first aid.

Isn't this a bizar coincedence that a shroomtrip didn't start off (as it should've been for months not using them) on the day my daughter needs to go to first aid?

Could this be my shrooms have gone bad, or could this mean they were looking over me?
IS this too bizar? Whatever it is, it got me thinking.
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Re: The Fear!

Postby BrainEater » Wed Nov 25, 2009 5:09

whatever it might be out of the infinite pool of infinite coincidences, it might be indeed a sign from a higher consciousness like a plant spirit. do you get a specific feeling or image when you tune into your thought reflections of your emotions and thoughts you were having from the bizarre events??? and if yes it might help if you know whether the feeling feels positive or negative for you.

sometimes these kind of "signs" that give you such an extraordinary feeling of synchronicity can reveal a subtle aspect of reality, of which you might have not been aware previously or not as aware as you could be.


maybe the message is like: you might want to care more for your family, but probably don't want to give up psychadelics and at the same time share great respect for the psychadelic realm and the the plants that can bring you there. so you might say the respect is maybe needed to not advance too fast and get crazy or whatnot and then not be able to care for your family. so maybe this coincidence was revealing such or similar aspects of reality showing your primal fears, because as you said it really got you to think.

i don't know what to make out of it sometimes. i had similar bizarre experiences, but i think sometimes the quality of bizarre situations can be synchronistic in a way that it simply makes you wonder... so well if it is so what we can make out of it? we don't understand the underlying reality in which we are "embedded" fully, so we just needed to accept possible signs from a higher consciousness and accept that this sign might be from this or that consciousness and then take action or not after interpreting a possible message.

i hope i'm not talking too much shit here maybe you can get something out of it!

peace :weedman:
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Re: The Fear!

Postby Nina_is_alive » Fri Dec 25, 2009 3:28

user_1919 wrote:Hmmm never heard of Palo Santo, thanks for suggesting it to him, as now I can order some!! Have anyone have any experience with it? Is it good smell?

peace, love, light & unity



Palo Santo smells AMAZING. I absolutely love it. I think it's better than Nag Champa for sure, and I quite like Nag Champa. =]
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