weight: 74 kg
experience: none with Hawaiian Baby Woodrose seeds
dosage: 8 HBWR seeds
I made a tea of 8 crushed HBWR seeds which I put away in the dark for one day.
Because the water had a dark green color when I was about to drink it I was quite anxious because of how bad it might taste.
The taste wasn't as bad as I expected.
At 21.15 I drank about 3 quarters of the water at first.
An hour passed and I didn't feel sick and the effects came on nicely,
so I decided at 22.25 to take the last bit of the water as well.
After another half hour I decided to lie down on my bed and put on some music.
The first hour was quite nice.
The visuals were strange, they didn't had any colors.
But I could see them well, as if they were dark silhouettes against a black background.
I thought it was quite amazing.
I felt really relaxed as well.
Then I started to feel a bit of the nausea.
At first I was able to ignore it a bit.
The nauseous feeling became an object in my mind. I started to play around with it a bit. It reminded me of the knot I had in my stomach during my first ayahuasca experience. It felt a bit similar, but this was clearly the result of the seeds.
The feeling came a bit less bearable so I decided to put off my music and give the bathroom a visit.
I hoped I could puke the stuff out. Because I imagined it would be really much much better if I was relieved of this feeling.
But I couldn't. And I felt really strange as well.
It felt like a time when I was sick and had to puke as well, it was a terrible experience because I felt really dizzy at that time and passed out beside the toiletseat.
I was really afraid that it would turn out the same this time, because I felt dizzy as well when I was standing in front of the toiletseat.
This feeling could be compared to the feeling when you are sitting or lying and stand up real fast, you become a bit dizzy as well.
I experienced it as a quite unpleasant feeling.
I went back to my bedroom continueing with feeling miserable.
I tried to enjoy the positive effects, but didn't really work.
I figured I was afraid to puke in the bathroom because it might also wake up my parents, I thought about going outside and leaving the contents of my stomach somewhere.
Finally I decided to get a bucket and bring it upstairs to my bedroom, so that when I would really have the feeling I was about to throw up it would be save to do it in my own room, disturbing noone.
After lying on my bed some more I sat down beside to bucket to rid myself of this horrible stuff, but to no avail again.
I lied down again, and after some time I actually fell asleep.
I thought it was about 2 AM or a bit later that that happened.
I woke up again about 4 AM, and a miracle! The miserable feeling was gone.
And I was still feeling the other effects.
But I was so delighted that I just lied down again and went back to sleep.
I woke up at about 11 again, still feeling a bit lightheaded, and quite fine.
After a shower and breakfast the nausea returned a bit, but not as terrible as the night before. It didn't really bother me.
I don't think I'll ever take these seeds again, unless there is a way to get around the nausea feelings or I'm able to get LSA pure somewhere.
For now I think I'll just continue using mushrooms.