Attempted last night at a friends - I sat on the floor and took big hits but I only had a match so it didn't get hot enough to stay vaporizing.
I rode a 10 second roller coaster from the depths of hell back to the universes' meaning. I took a hit and I remember my intense depression earlier in my life - my intense separation from people. I said "accept it accept it" and i face planted on the ground, and then I said "Wait - bliss, love, where is it" boom, shot back up and was happy as a clam. "What the hell - how can this be" I hit the floor again, passing through sadness and anger, and sat back up again. I felt uncomfortable and sick like I drank too much caffeine or something. I slowly lowered my head once more and stared at the ground.
My vision went cross eyed and I started laughing histarically, but quietly. I felt nuts, insane and I wanted to. I wanted to feel like a crazy person. I wanted to not give a shit if I was going crazy and... WAM. sober. as if it never happened.
Everything took place over the course of two minutes.