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    Scariest dmt trip ever

    First of all I want to say that I am very familiar to DMT, so this experience came as quite a shock to me. I had been experimenting with Ketomine and Dmt a lot this last week working on a project about music and hypnotic programming.

    For the record I have only had the best most magical experiences with that combination . I do a lot of mind research and brain programming so i am very familiar in the "underworld" as i like to call it.

    I had a very unhealthy day as far as lots of sugar, smoking and coffee which normally i don't do, I am actually very healthy but i was going into a heavy workload and was just being lazy and unhealthy in a temporary cycle but somehow i knew i was pushing my limits as far as the programming was going (about 30 trips in a few day). I believe i was getting careless as for the experiences were concerned because I was doing things like not cleaning my bowl and was smoking DMT on top of old DMT.

    I don't know exactly what triggered this scary experience but this is how it went.

    I felt it coming on very quickly normally it takes 3 or 4 hits but this one came on quickly at 2 inhales, visuals became active and then it was like instantly two powerful wires crossed and short circuited everything and instantly i knew something went wrong and It was very bad. I was left in a space where i unintentionally short circuited everything.(it was the exactly feeling i believe if you were playing with a loaded gun and accidentally short and killed someone in front of you). Everything was dead, i knew it. Nothing worked, everything was fried and broken all the other entities were all shaking their heads angrily at me and i found myself in this world alone with the most alone feeling one could imagine. It was like all life was gone, no energy just pure emptiness.

    The non human things that were half alive were all blaming me. Humans were gone, everyone i love disappeared and i was left in this broken empty world. All alone. I called out loud to my wife serval times but there was only silence. Nothing was there, i was seriously freaking out because this world looked exactly like where i lived except everything was friend and burned. I was saying out loud "I'm sorry, all i was trying to do was good" but it was too late, the damage was done..Somehow my carelessness caused it all..I was alone, everything was broken my computer looked broken and sad, lights were dim and barely alive and there was this low draining hum of a sound. i was consciously trying to recreate positive good thoughts to bring back my world but it was over and i knew it.

    I was sitting by my desk saying out loud "I am sorry" When i had the thought maybe i just threw a breaker to the house and if i reset it everything would come to life again but when i went outside all the landscape, plants and the earth was burnt , there was no life. I saw someone or something walking down the street and called out to it but it was like a walking zombie, it didn't even hear me when i called out "hello" It just kept on walking (i don't know if there even was a person but it was on my street )....I was calling out to pure emptiness...I don't know what happened but it was like atom bomb went off and everything was burnt and dead...I went back into my room empty, feeling sad and lonely "even my dogs were gone" and the only thing i felt i could do was lay down on my burnt bed and go to sleep to dissappear, as i went to lay down even the pillow was growling at me like i fucked up. i laid down for a moment and then i opened my eyes and my wife was there. I was so thankful as my normal reality seemed to be coming back she said my face was white and my heart was beating super fast.
    All i can say was that,that was the craziest scariest trip ever, it was so real to me and i have done easily over 100 trips. so my thoughts about this is are, is it because i had a super unhealthy day by smoking,sugar and coffee? Could that have ignited that effect? or maybe mixing DMT with older burnt DMT? or maybe being a little overrun lately? Any insight would be nice. I found it interesting that when i was coming back all that was going off in my head was this was your lesson for smoking cigarettes . I will still explore just to get over any residue fear but from now on i will enter the space very healthy and respectful. I will never take DMT again for granted because it kicked my ass. Scared the be-jesus out of me. Glad to be back alive with my loved ones. I know this is written sloppily but I'm still coming down.

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    Firstly thank you so much for sharing this experience with us. I myself am more for working with plant spirits and with my studies in shamanic practitioning I always open an experience with healing Icaro's in the language of the plants (Shipibo) or if I'm concucting a brew I sing them into the mixture. Same with manmade products like DMT, acid too. I feel it could have been a number of things, the way the planet is going this could have been a preminition of the future (if there is such a thing) as time is irrelevant. I'm not gonna start with any advice cos that goes exactly against what I do within my practice, what I will do is give my experience and my thoughts :-) I always try to show respect and yes diet, no tobacco, healing Icaro's, a meditation etc is always done before an experience after I suffered many terrifying trips. O unless I just find a shroom on a walk then I will often just thank the fungi and eat it!
    Sounds like a very valuable experience for you to have tho, 30 times in a matter of days. Lol, no wonder it kicked ur arse. Ayahuasca does the same to me if I start moving to fast for answers, I cannot begin to explain the fear :-)

    Anyways, I want to journey to my helping spirits on your experience and see what they think. I reckon it could be a WARNING of things to come unless we evolve and save our mother. I'll get back to you and thanx again,

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    Still reflecting on the journey but this has been my biggest lesson learning I've ever experienced by far. I am still amazed at the realness of the experience since i have been to so many powerful places but nothing remotely came close to this realm for existence. I am glad i had the experience. I won't be taking it for granted again. Thank you for the reply.

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    Quite a read... glad you are glad with it.

    What DMT seems to do, to me, is take the culmination of everything I've done over the past week and combine it and amplify it into this one experience. There was a point where I was watching porn, and the thought had crossed my mind "Why am I really watching this?" and the next day I smoked, and I was bombarded with images of dicks and vaginas and people tempting me with sex and becoming angry when I refused... it was a mess. I realized there that I was being a fool in front of the computer. A bit personal but, I don't mind if you don't.

    Anyway - I think the amplification of death and despair did come from your bad diet, amongst everything else that you were thinking about. DMT has an odd way of creating these entire realities and universes out of the smallest bits of information, just as we make dreams. The smallest detail in the day - something you barely remember, can become the most overwhelming presence in a DMT trip or in a dream...

    The only thing you can really learn from this is to absolutely minimize all things that make you feel alone, and find what you can do to give to others. More introspection from me will be useless, it is up to you. When doubts arise in the mind, whether we're conscious of them or not, they can drive and create these types of experiences.
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    MAn that is crazy with the dicks and vaginas, i have also has similar experiences. It is amazing how it has a way of communicating beyond words. Thank you for that insight.

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    Definitely agree with IJC and Hypnotica. Honestly, while I can't say with any guaranteed certainty why it came out that way, I will say that it helps to think of DMT as the floodgates during your birth and near death (highest levels in the us at those times). You're stripped of reason, and your conscience will show you your inner thoughts, the ones that we callous over very quickly in reality. So with the set (already thinking about unhealthy things affecting you) and setting (in a hurry, doing among other things), those thoughts are amplified. Personally I say treat it as a blessing of the reminder that this is not something that should be "ordinary" in your life. No powerful psychedelic should be "just an experiment". You either do all of the work to prepare every time, or you get painful reminders. I hope that doesn't come of as judgmental, we all (myself included) tend to forget, from time to time, but the beauty is it always brings us back to our own doors.
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    You are abusing yourself, and psychedelics, and that experience was showing you that!
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    Omg man. This just happened to me... I'm on google right now trying to figure something out and this is the first post I found. My dogs were gone, my phone was black and lifeless, corners and edges were insane looking, but the no energy thing is really what hit the spot. What just happened there man??!?!? Holy shit I was scared for my life. My sitter has never seen me like that. Ive never been that convinced that that was my new world now. I don't even know wtf to say...

    I definitely feel like I didn't prepare my space well enough, and didn't respect the medicine like I normally do...

    With that being said, holy shit balls what a lesson... Never again... Changa just kicked my ass!!!!

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    Seems things has gotten serious now. Are you going back there and find out what went wrong?
    Is there something they said you are doing wrong and should be done better?
    I realized not listening to signals, tips, hints and clues may turn out as a "disapointment" to them.

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    Yeah thanks for sharing the bad experience. Too many people think DMT is all sunshine and rainbows when it can sometimes turn dark (like other psychedelics).

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    Ugh so weird! I had a dmt trip similar to this as well, except there was a voice (not human...and didn't speak in any known language but I could understand them if that makes sense) and they told me why I was experiencing such emptiness...it was because I was on the wrong path in my life. It was like a warning to do better at living. All the bad things I've done in my life flashed before me and then when I finally came to the realization that what they were saying was right then all the suffer this godly creature/angel something comforted me and told me it was going to be alright, very motherly. And I felt nirvana. Like at peace and everything that once was dark and scary and empty changed to full of peace, like a special glow to it. I was being told to just let go and it turned out to be the most powerful experience I've had in my life. I no longer feared death and learned that life is what's terrifying.

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    wohhh sounds triply and scary …you were the last man on earth basically
    maybe you had a bad trip because you didn't really respect the drug?
    did it feel like you wee stuck in that world for awhile?

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    Hi There

    I was hoping if anyone can give me an understanding on an experience I had with dmt?

    It as about 6 years ago I tried dmt for the first time I was with my best friend we were like brothers, He had already done it many times but this one night I wanted to tried it so now I'm sitting on the end of the bed holding a bong packed with weed and topped with dmt as I ripped it I held the smoke in as long as I can and as I was slowly blowing out the smoke at the same time I was resting myself on the bed now I'm lying down with my eyes closed then the affect starts to begin I can hear everything crystal clear but so loud I was telling my mate to sit down and don't move and breath quietly because it was so loud and then just like that I'm flying through a black portal couldn't make out anything there so many things flying past me and then I come into a pitch black space I can only see a very small white light and as I start to go to it on my left and my right there were two what felt like demons tried to attack me so I held each one of them by the throat squeezing it very tight then I came into the white lite then something approached me that looked like a grey alien and he told me that I had to come to a temple that he was pointing at I said okay Ill come just go but then he said that he is gonna take my mate with him and I kept saying no don't leave him alone I'll come just leave him then I woke up and as I looked at my mate he had tears coming down his eyes and he said to me did you know that you were talking to someone, I replied Yes I knew everything that was happening and then he replied back that I had an experience that wasn't something normal and we both tried to research anything that could give us an answer then about a month later my best mate passes away (may he rest in peace) on the last hours of his death he wasn't himself other friends were with him and told me the things he was doing witch was not normal so I hope you can respect what I have shared here with you.

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